Conscience Vs. Vengeance...Which shall win?

I had fun last night. i went to youth group at GUM, and the theme was Extreme Makeover/The Swan. We divided into two groups and each group made over one person with hair extensions, dresses, high heels, make up, etc. our group was extremely hilarious, because of the person we chose. he warned me that whatever happens in youth group stays in youth group, but it's just so funny..... i won't post his name here, but it will be very difficult not to tell abby on saturday, as she would also find it extremely hilarious...and in some odd way, befitting... besides, she has enjoyed torturing him since upward bound started anyway. i did succumb and tell rachel, but if anyone else knows, that is amy's fault, because she decided she's going to tell everyone, even if i don't. and if he blames me, well then he's just paranoid with a guilty conscience.
On a more serious note, i found out my cousin Sean does not have narcilepsy, so he was shipped over to iraq. he was actually in the building next door to the mess hall where that suicide bomber was. scary. i wrote a poem about it, if you want to read it, go to this site- http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13745371/ . other of my poems, and a few pieces of art, are in my gallery at- http://www.saraikristi.deviantart.com/gallery/ .
College started today, for the winter quarter. it feels strange to be back here again, i was getting used to going home after choir. but most of my books are very small and paperback, which is a good thing, and even my math book isn't that big. that's a big change from last quarter- now i can fit all my books in my bag. my professors seem nice enough. english prof. seems nice, but not too friendly. philosophy prof. seems nice and friendly, although i think she tries too hard on her jokes. i had my algebra prof. last quarter already. i love him, he's funny and nice and friendly. he teaches in a very understandable way, and best of all, he has a brittish accent. hehe. anyway, that's all for now.

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